now the time is 4:48 in the morning and I'm still awake

feel so tired but just don't want to close my eye.

last few days don't know what happen to my hotmail can't check mail

but yesterday can check liao then saw 2 mail which you sent

after reading it, I started to think about alot of thing.

now I just want to tell you this & to let you know.

I know that I'm not a good person & I know you don't like it

I know that you have a lao pa who care for you alot & a twin who is... erm.... so good to you.

But I just want you to know I will be there for you no matter what.

I still would like to be our B.friend, to be there to care & share every happy moment with you.

I will try my best to take your frown away & giving you a smile.

I will lean you a shoulder or even a listening ear if you need.

You will always be the 1st in my heart.

All this from the bottom of mr ong sha gua 的heart & I really mean it.

I hope you see this post.

need to off bro laptop ler.

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BYE!