today did not go any where
just stay home use comp and watch tv
so nothing to post at all
now playing webcam with PnG
sure ass lor he
haha ^^
so just write till here..
... ...
yesterday she also was at PnG house
but the moment I see her
my mine just go blank
I feel like talking to her
like last time but I just don't know what to say
I just don't dare to look at her in her face
so i pretend to use the comp
and we did talk much
then she just walk out of the room
at that time I wonder
did I do something that I should not have done
...
xiaobran talk to me about something
when we went downstairs to buy some drink
after that I start to think
I was wrong.
i should not have say nothing.
I'm her best friend.
even how unhappy or sad.
I should have just be happy and talk to her.
now i regret.
haix...
sometime i really hope that we can be together.
but that I could only hope for.
feel like calling her now
but when I think of him I just can't.
so....
haix...
don't know what to say anymore..